Do You
Love Me? Part 1
One day,
I woke up early in the morning to watch the sunrise. Ah the beauty of God’s
creation is beyond description. As I watched, I praised God for his beautiful
work. As I sat there, I felt the Lord’s presence with me.
He asked
me, “Do you love me?”
I
answered, “Of course, God! You are my Lord and Saviour!”
Then he
asked, “If you were physically handicapped, would you still love me?”
I was
perplexed. I looked down upon my arms, legs and the rest of my body and
wondered how many things I wouldn’t be able to do. I thought hard about the
things that I took for granted.
I
answered, “It would be tough Lord, but I would still love you.”
Then the
Lord said, “If you were blind, would you still love my creation?”
How could
I love something without being able to see it? Then I thought of all the blind
people in the world and how many of them still loved God and his creation.
So I
answered, “It’s hard to think of it, but I would still love you.”
The Lord
then asked me, “If you were deaf, would you still listen to my word?”
How could
I listen to anything being deaf? Then I understood. Listening to God’s word is
not merely using our ears but our hearts.
I
answered, “It would be tough, but I would still listen to your word.”
The Lord
then asked, “If you were mute, would you still praise my name?”
How could
I praise without a voice? Then it occurred to me. God wants us to sing from our
very heart and soul. It never matters what we sound like. We do not always
praise God with a song but when we are persecuted, we praise God with our words
of thanks.
So I answered, “Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise your name.”
So I answered, “Though I could not physically sing, I would still praise your name.”
The Lord
asked, “Do you really love me?”
With
courage and a strong conviction, I answered boldly, “Yes Lord! I love you
because you are the one and true God!”
I thought
I had answered well, but God asked, “Then Why Do You Sin?”
I
answered, “Because I am only human. I am not perfect.”
“Then Why
In Times Of Peace Do You Stray The Furthest? Why Do You Pray The Earnest Only
In Times Of Trouble?”
There
were no answers. Only tears.
The Lord
continued, “Why only sing at fellowships and retreats? Why seek me only in
times of worship? Why ask things so selfishly? Why ask things so unfaithfully?”
The tears
continued to roll down my cheeks.
“Why are
you ashamed of me? Why are you not spreading the good news? Why in times of
persecution, you cry to others when I offer my shoulder to cry on? Why make
excuses when I give you opportunities to serve in my name?”
I tried
to answer, but there was no answer to give.
“You are
blessed with life. I made you not to throw this gift away. I have blessed you
with talents to serve me, but you continue to turn away. I have revealed my
word to you, but you do not gain in knowledge. I have spoken to you but your
ears were closed. I have shown my blessings to you but your eyes were turned
away. I have sent you servants but you sat idly by as they were pushed away. I
have heard your prayers and I have answered them all.”
“Do You
Truly Love Me?”
I could not
answer. How could I? I was embarrassed beyond belief. I had no excuse. What
could I say to this?
My heart
had cried out and the tears had flowed, I said, “Please forgive me Lord. I am
unworthy to be your child.”
The Lord
answered, “That is my grace, my child.”
I asked,
“Then why do you continue to forgive me? Why do you love me so?”
The Lord
answered, “Because you are my creation. You are my child. I will never abandon
you. When you cry, I will have compassion and cry with you. When you shout with
joy, I will laugh with you. When you are down, I will encourage you. When you
fall, I will raise you up. When you are tired, I will carry you. I will be with
you till the end of days and I will love you forever.”
Never had
I cried so hard before. How could I have been so cold? How could I have hurt
God as I had done?
I asked
God, “How much do you love me?”
The Lord
stretched out his arms, and I saw his nail-pierced hands. I bowed down at the
feet of Christ, my Saviour and for the first time, I truly prayed.
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